http://www.fullerwiser.com so it goes Wed, 24 Feb 2010 12:32:12 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en ...I let you in, now where did you go? http://www.fullerwiser.com/2010/02/24/well/ ...you can come in. Even if I'm not entirely sure who you are. http://www.fullerwiser.com/2010/01/19/okay/ Reports of my demise may or may not be substantiated here at a later date. Haven't given up yet. Although I will say that I will go to my grave without understanding the popularity of the mediocre arts. People are horrible. http://www.fullerwiser.com/2009/10/06/relapsing/ You know, one never knows when the world will leap up and surprise you with wonderfulness. Optimism without caution, can you believe it? http://www.fullerwiser.com/2009/09/01/that-is-to-say/ That feeling of hope was so wonderful while it lasted. Time to go back to more familiar ground, despair in the face of immovable facts. Magic doesn't exist. And fuck me for ever thinking it did. http://www.fullerwiser.com/2009/04/18/back-in-the-hole/ So. New year, new approach. In this space, I have often bemoaned the fact that my daylight hours are most often taken up with noncreative tasks, primarily the dayjob. As it happens, though, the dayjob in question happens to have quite a few long stretches where nothing much happens at all. Since ... http://www.fullerwiser.com/2009/02/23/the-new-year/ Remember this quote from my last post?  "Really, it’s probably only my bad health keeping the storm at bay, making it both a cause of and salve for my marital problems." Bingo. Began feeling better this week, and last night began the resumption of the shitstorm. I am so fucking happy. http://www.fullerwiser.com/2008/12/01/better-than-kreskin/ It could be that it’s my first day off of Xanax in several months. But here it is. I’m attempting to work out whether my fatigue is more due to actual health issues or behavioral issues. My gluten tolerance has gone down to zero in the last few weeks, which suggests ... http://www.fullerwiser.com/2008/11/20/into-the-woods/ Which risk to take, and how? Were I single (as it appears I may soon be), just paying the minimum living costs, not even counting food & gas, requires 75% of my salary. Count on gas & food to knock out most of the remaining cash, & you have someone simply ... http://www.fullerwiser.com/2008/09/04/horrible-horrible-freedom/ I’ve found a crux. It’s always a good thing to have when you’re pondering a multi-pronged dilemma. Tracing each bit back until you bump into something larger, and often familiar, that you’ve found whilst prodding another prong. It goes like this: I am neither American enough to put long-term goals over daily ... http://www.fullerwiser.com/2008/09/03/deus-ex-cigar/